Thanksgiving…

Probably would have been cool if my dad wasn’t sedated.

So focused on the rain that he missed the rainbows.

So focused on the rain that he missed all of the rainbows.

Just couldn’t look beyond the rain he had seen.

The light went away

gave no reason to stay

when you focus on darkness you’ll stay the same way

had you taken the time to open your mind

she’d still be around to see.

Rap Battle, won.

Can't take the heat...

Note to friends:

If you think for one second that I am going stay quiet and watch my friends throw their future away by not calling them on their shit, you’re wrong.

I will never stand by and watch the self-destruction dissolve your future dreams in fear of you being ‘mad’ at me. I don’t care if you write me off for a great while, I am still going to do and say the things I need to that will benefit you in the long run. You will respect me for it when you grow out of whatever it is you may be wrapped up in at the moment.

Same thing applies to not keeping your word, whether it was to yourself or me, I will hold you to it. If you lie to someone while I am next to you, I have no doubt in my mind that I wouldn’t call you out right then and there.

Why, you ask? Based my experience with people and relationships, I’ve had more than enough people tell me what they thought I wanted to hear at the moment. It did nothing but add to my demise. Do I respect or love those people? Nope. I despise the ‘friends’ who are too worried about approval to be honest about what a real friend truly needs. So I choose not to take the self-indulged coward route and express my concerns when they arise.

I expect the same in return. In fact, I seek those with the capacity to be honest and supportive of what will help me grow as a person. I have enough people to tell me what they think I want to hear. Disposable. Be real with me, otherwise we can add yet another surface-level superficial relationship to the collection.

Check, please.

Winter mode is setting in, and I fully intend on being a completely unsocial homebody.

DAMN IT FEELS GOOD.

No more stress from complicated social settings. Just solo time for self-discipline and personal growth. Oh, and work of course. Hooray for hermits!

I love work.

Allee and Peek: to a T

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